it feels like theres a little guy who controls my life and he lines things up in such a way that allows me to get boned by myself every so often...i wrote stuff down here so i wouldnt bring them up with her because i know she doesnt need this right now....but it just so happens...she reads this...so my attempts at being good...actually failed. she didnt want to talk to me cuz i let her know WAY too much of what i was thinking on saturday...then i wrote here and i tried to do good all week. and i was hurting..so i posted it here...we talked today and it seemed like things had gotten better...until she read everything here...now im back to square one...i hate you blogger..........so eff blogger instead of my life....see what i mean....boned by myself......
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