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COME ON!!!!! I'm doing everything I can. Everything. I'm doing everything I can think of short of going into the future and bringing her back a picture of us two together to prove to her I'm serious. I've been changing my life, trying to prove to her that I'm serious, that I'm not some liar who's just doing this for shits and giggles! i want her back. I'm not looking for any other girl. I'm not looking to make a fool of her. I'm looking to get the girl i love back. And its like nothing matters. I told her that id move wherever, go wherever, back her up no matter what, wait however long (no matter how i feel about the length of time). I am WILLING OT DO WHATEVER IT TAKES!!! she said it could take months, it could take years (God FORBID it be years :-(...), but I'm doing everything to let her know i will never do this again, i will never let her slip away again. I seriously feel like Ross from friends. I feel like I let my jennifer aniston go, except she really believes im not proving it to her. I AM TRYING EVERYTHING MY BRAIN THINKS UP!!! honestly, every idea that has popped up to say 'hey, this will help her know' ive done! and it always winds up getting me the same response: either "no jonathan" or "show me"....ok well "no jonathan" implies that all that did was make you mad at what i did and "show me" implies that what i did didnt do a good job of showing you im trying and either way she doesnt want to talk or see me so I cant even SHOW her my progress most of the time....SO I LOSE BOTH WAYS! is there anybody with any ideas on how to prove myself....my brain is burning through ideas faster than you can imagine. RUBI if youre reading this....IM WORKING EVERY METHOD AND PLAN I CAN DEVISE...if you cant see the proof in what i do...then try to see the proof in the fact that im doing all those things in the first place to try to prove it to you :-(